| new dorm =) |
[Sep. 7th, 2006|12:35 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | MY OWN ROOM | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | my best friend | ] |
thats my bedroom.. no more sharing which means NO MORE HEADPHONES!
this is the living room.. it still needs to be decorated.. its alittle dull
theres the kitchen.. its sooo cute =)
and thats me incase you forgot who i was.. i havent written in a while.. hahaha |
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| now i can see, and i believe its only just beginning <3 |
[May. 30th, 2006|11:56 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home =) | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Taylor Hicks "do i make you proud" haha | ] |
so the past week has been awesome and busy at the same time. Work has been kicking my ass.. and it probably shouldnt be cause ive been doing it the past 5 years... i think its just the fact that i hate it.. i need a nother part time job.. if any one knows any openings let me know... its hard to save money when you keep buying more concert tickets.. lol.. i cant wait for brand new.... or fiona and damien.. or taylor hicks..LOL .. oh im in love..
ive pretty much been working, going to the gym everyday and hanging with my sisters.. if funny how they have honestly become my best friends... just yesterday morning i realized how much i love my house and my family.. nick slept over and we woke up to my sister sitting on my and my dog attacking us.. and it was just perfect.. and he didnt get mad he wasnt a bitch.. im not used to that... i know that soudns kinds crazy.. but it was perfect.. my moms making coffee, my dad is out side spraying the hose at the house and me a little.. lol ... erica is upstairs blasting rap music.. no on is in a bad mood... i love it... and nick even noticed how much love there is in my house... i am very lucky
so on Friday night i went to the movies with jess jay and all theirs frineds.. we saw the divinchi code.. it was awesome... i love jess.. i feel 100 percent comfortable around her and her friends... =) saturday night i finally got to see amanda stacy brian sam and jim.. it was so much fun.. everyone thought i was drunk.. but it was only cause i hadnt seen other people in a while.. i think we drove around my block like 5 times.. lol i havent laughed that hard with people other then my family in a while... then on sunday night nick kinda surprised me and came down to visit.. we went shopping (i made him buy the angels and airwaves cd which is wicked good) and cooked dinner and watched the mitch dvd.. it was soo funny.. and the fact that nick was practically crying makes it even funnier.. then we played guitar.. OF COURSE.. but it was soo hot that we went to the beach at like 11 to play.. it was awesome.. perfect... the stars a blanket our guitars... awesome.. we stayed til like 1.. then we went and harrassed erica at one of her friends house.. lol as always.. then we fell asleep on the couch.. the whole night was a constant laugh.. Then yesterday darren came to visit which was awesome i missed that little shit. =) Im sure ill see him ALOT this summer... i just wanted to write about this weekend end to remember this is how good life can be... and these are the friends i want around forever.. =)
so tonight goin to open mic hopefully.. im off for the next 3 days which is sweet.. but kinda shitty cause i dont have money.. but at least i can go to the gym when ever i want.. i can fit in to my old pants =) and im never tired.. its awesome.. OH an i finished a song.. and i actually REALLY like it.. gotta get to nicks to record.. oh life is good.. im grateful for it all.. |
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| long time no interest |
[Apr. 30th, 2006|03:50 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm room | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Street To Nowhere | ] |
i havent updated in a very long time... i dont know why... maybe because i usually look back at these and make fun of myslef.. sometimes i cant even read my entrys... cause im a liar.. and a drama queen.. and i sound like everything i hate.. or maybe because im almost 21 years old and i think i should be done with blogs and shit like myspace and aim. i dont want a virtual life.. i want a real one. something tangible. something i can photograph something i can remember and something i can hold on to.
but the truth is.. this year has been close to perfect. my future doesnt seem so dark and so lonely..if i end up alone.. i end up alone.. doesnt matter anymore... my i feel more alive then ever.. this year pushed me in so many ways and i came out better in the end.. definatly happier and more grateful. the people i met this year will forever be part of me... friends forever... i never knew what a friend was until i met them... the best feeling is knowing that someone will always listen to you.. even if you have to crawl in bed with them at 3 am... i know these people will always pick up my calls...no yelling or whining.. i never knew what it felt like to be cared about until i met them... moving back home wont even change that.. cause they think its worth it to see me and i feel the same way about them. i never knew what it felt like to have someone make time for you but im glad i finally got to know. ive weeded out the bad and let the good bloom.. im finally acting like me.
i worked hard this year, I never worked hard at anything, straight A's, 2 projects in expo's and conferences, a final electronic music piece that im proud of... and amazing friends and family...
i never thought that id have enough decent songs to make an ep.. but this year happened and i documented it all... and i never thought that someone would look to me for advice about music.. this summer i will be part of something amazing... something beautiful and honest... i never would of thought this is where i would end up... but ive never been more excited for my life...
i learned so much this year... and only a quarter of it came from school..
if you're unhappy, you're ungrateful |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 20th, 2006|03:42 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  tired | ] |
-->Open iTunes to answer the following.
-->Go to your library.
-->Answer, no matter how embarrasing it is.
How many songs: 4237
Sort by song title:
First Song: #1 Crush - Garbage
Last Song: Zip Lock - Lit
Sort them for time:
Shortest Song: If I Were A Girl - Blink 182
Longest Song: Better Man - Oasis
Sort them by artist:
First Artist: 3 Doors Down
Last Artist: Youth Group
Sort by album:
First Album: 'Nsync - Nsync
Last Album: Yourself Or Someone Like You - Matchbox 20
First song that comes up on Shuffle: Beating Hearts Baby - Head Automatica
Search
"sex", how many songs come up? 18
"death", how many songs come up? 57
"love", how many songs come up? 231
"you", how many songs come up? 626
"me", how many songs come up? 1009 |
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| oh boy |
[Feb. 7th, 2006|10:48 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | radiohead of course | ] |
It has been announced that Radiohead will be headlining this year's Bonnaroo music festival. The festival is held June 16-18 in Manchester, Tennessee, 60 miles south of Nashville.
confirmed acts =)
Radiohead
Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
Phil Lesh & Friends
Beck
Elvis Costello & the Imposters
Bonnie Raitt
Death Cab for Cutie
moe.
Bright Eyes
The Neville Brothers
Bela Fleck & the Flecktones
Buddy Guy
Damian Marley
Ben Folds
Robert Randolph & the Family Band
going to this would probably make my life.. i hope it happens |
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| if your still free start running away |
[Jan. 20th, 2006|09:26 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  humiliated | ] |
Alone on a train,
you're running towards or maybe away from
a reason to wake each morning.
Your thoughts drift to us
and what we have or haven't become.
Your head shakes, and you think
"Never again."
It's true what they say
about fools who leave too soon
they don't ever really move on.
You put your hand in your bag.
You pull out the Carver book you grabbed before leaving.
It's then you realize, "In this too, she was right."
You make an excuse. You make up a lie.
You sell what's left of your soul
like your best friend you just sold to sleep easy at night.
It's true what they say about fools who speak too soon
they don't ever really know what they're getting into
or out of |
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| i write when im away letters that youll never read |
[Jan. 12th, 2006|02:35 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  disappointed | ] |
So, I will head out alone and hope for the best
And we can hang our heads down as we skip the goodbyes
And you can tell the world what you want them to hear
I've got nothing left to lose, my dear
So, I'm up for the little white lies
But you and I know the reason why
I'm gone, and you're still there |
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| not saying goodbye... just saying |
[Jan. 12th, 2006|01:25 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | nick ross "up to you" | ] |
when the person who knows you best wants nothing to do with you.. thats when you know youve hit rock bottem... =( |
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| a cruel attempt to feel |
[Jan. 7th, 2006|03:43 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | nick | ] |
last night i dreamed i cured your disease
one that hasnt been discovered yet,
and we talked all night with the sun roof down
just trying to forget this was all wrong, this is all wrong.
we sat in my basement exploding fire works
loud enough to wake my soul
but my parents slept in the room just above
and when we heard footsteps we would stir no more
and lay still,
left for dead,
but like a letter in a bottle
your love washed ashore
but you had me wrapped like a spool of thread
on the way home that night i humed in my head
the song i wrote about you
and you spoke beautiful words about love and war ,
my heart hit record and now i wear your words
like a new pair of shoes that ill eventually grow into.
and its nothing like they said it would be,
insted of floating in the air im sinking in the sea,
mutual and love never hold hands
like we did that night as our toes tossed sand
and i waited for your phone to ring
to remind me why i am the way i am
and why this is can never happen again |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|02:59 pm] |
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its exactly the same as it was last year... just that im no where to be found.. i hate you |
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